I have been overwhelmed lately with just so much to do and
feeling like life is out of control. I have been sitting with God, trying to
find out what I need to stop and what I need to keep doing; asking him what his
purpose is for me in this season.
Currently we have no Children’s Ministry leader and as a
past leader I am one of two people who volunteered to take Kid’s Church in the
meantime, just to keep it going. That was about a year ago. It’s possible that I
might be asked to formally take responsibility for Children’s Ministry again,
and I know I just do not have the energy (or the time) to do this. I spent time
in prayer, knowing that if it was God’s purpose for me, then he would give me
the energy and I would find the time. My
answer was confirmed from two different sources; God wants me to help with the
children on a roster but not to take on the full responsibility and he wants me
to continue with my writing, which is difficult when I am spending my time
preparing lessons and other activities for the children.
It occurs to me that too often we can feel guilty about a
need in the church so volunteer to fill that need, when it is not God’s will
for us. It can be exhausting. Sometimes God has been prompting someone to stand
up to fill the gap, but if we fill it then they don’t feel they need to.
Sometimes God has finished a season of ministry or is having a season without
it until the appropriate leader is sent. We can learn so much through these
seasons of waiting. We need to trust God’s timing and not circumvent his plan
with good intentions or self-guilt. So, I have a meeting with my pastors
tomorrow. If they ask me to take it on full responsibility for Children’s
Ministry, I will be saying ‘no’ and will feel such peace knowing I am in line
with God’s will for me.
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