Today
I am remembering how faithful God is. My husband and I were scheduled to spend
a few days away visiting friends who live several hours away, then spend some
time with our children and grandchildren before travelling home. I was so
looking forward to it.
Then
three days ago my husband developed severe pain which meant a visit to the
doctor for a diagnosis and a referral to a specialist and some tests—all of
which he was told would take several months in the public health system. He was
also told that even if he was placed on a waiting list it was likely to be
years if at all for surgery, as it wasn’t considered life-threatening. In the
meantime, my husband has to live with this pain. He is unable to enjoy life,
unable to do much with his hobbies and unable to do some of his work around the
house. It also impacts his mental health. Needless to say, it also impacts me
to a lesser degree.
We
have booked in for private tests at some expense, and will also pay for a
private visit to a specialist. Then, depending on how much it will cost to have
surgery privately, we will be looking at our savings to see if we can do it.
When
my husband told me we wouldn’t be going away as he simply would not be able to
sit in the car for that long, I understood but was still very upset. It took me
some time to process the change to our plans and the necessary limitations for
us in the foreseeable future. During that time I spoke to my daughter who
reminded me of God’s faithfulness. I so appreciated it as, even though I knew
he was faithful, during that time of upset I needed the reminder. I then looked
at a message from a friend who had no idea of the circumstances, and had
messaged that she felt God had a scripture for me; Deuteronomy 31:8
The
Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you or
forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. (NIV)
And
then, as I wrote in my prayer journal that night, the following verse was on
the page I was writing on:
Evening,
morning and noon I cry out in distress,
and he
hears my voice. (Psalm 55:17 NIV)
God
is faithful for sure. What a wonderful confirmation of his faithfulness. I
cried out to Him, knowing he will never leave me and he heard me; he lifted my
discouragement and filled me with peace. The situation is in his hands and that
is where I’m leaving it. I’m praying for healing but more than that, for his
will to be done.
May
you too, have personal experience of his faithfulness and be filled with his peace.
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